There's so much here. You're offering an array of pools, many of which I could deep dive into.
1. How much is our writing connected with our thinking? (and vice versa)
2. You mention the obsessive, almost addictive energies in your process. I feel that too. Like, sometimes I wish I could stop, stop thinking, stop trying to figure it all out - and express it in a shareable way. Indeed, why? why? why?
3. "What happens when we damn a part of ourselves? We project it onto Others. We express it unhealthily." Really want to explore this further. The deeper I dive, the more my individual "self" pools into collective mind.
I get it: the shadows I see while spelunking into deepmind, I like to think those are "other," that those are not "me." So of course, when returning to functionality, mind separates itself from shadow, seeing it "out there" instead of deeply connected with it. Mind does this for sanity, and, to an extent, I'm grateful for this.
There's so much here. You're offering an array of pools, many of which I could deep dive into.
1. How much is our writing connected with our thinking? (and vice versa)
2. You mention the obsessive, almost addictive energies in your process. I feel that too. Like, sometimes I wish I could stop, stop thinking, stop trying to figure it all out - and express it in a shareable way. Indeed, why? why? why?
3. "What happens when we damn a part of ourselves? We project it onto Others. We express it unhealthily." Really want to explore this further. The deeper I dive, the more my individual "self" pools into collective mind.
I get it: the shadows I see while spelunking into deepmind, I like to think those are "other," that those are not "me." So of course, when returning to functionality, mind separates itself from shadow, seeing it "out there" instead of deeply connected with it. Mind does this for sanity, and, to an extent, I'm grateful for this.
🙏 Thank you for the Creekmasons' space 🙏